Today they brought my grandpa home on hospice. They are waiting till tomorrow to get the bone scan results so that we can know what we are treating and know how much drugs, and what drugs will best control his pain. If we had to guess, he's more than likely got cancer someplace. This scan will hopefully just tell us what's going on and why he hurts so badly. He's so confused and out of sorts, but I don't imagine that getting any better. I think it's all downhill from here. I hope they can get his pain more managed and can make him comfortable. He's just pretty miserable at times right now. My grandma sure could use a break. My mom and aunt carla have been taking turns staying the night with him and I guess he's been pretty ornery keeping them up all night. It's taking it's toll on them too. I think they are both getting wore out. Above all else he's home, where he's most at ease, hopefully soon pain free.
Today I made the trip to Macomb. I did some birthday shopping for the boys some gifts. I hadn't done that yet. I also got the party supplies. I got a few groceries and now all I have left is to wrap it all up. Sunday is sneaking up on me fast. I feel so out of it. Totally not organized and flying by the seat of my pants for this party? I guess it will be what it will be. I just feel so not into it? That makes me sad. I just have so much on my mind and I am not ready for any of this. I hope I will be come Sunday afternoon.
Brody got another haircut today. This makes his number 4!!! He's had 4 cuts since birth. He really needed a trim for his party! His hair was down in his eyes again! He looks like such a little man! Cole was shocked when he got off the bus today and saw him! I love it! I will have to post pics soon!
Well I need to get off here and cook supper for the boys. I have not a clue what to make tonight. Something simple will do me just fine.
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