Running high on stress, and the emotions of life. I feel like I am constantly spinning in circles lately. I am trying to manage daily life around my house, cleaning, cooking, laundry, taking care of the kids, going to visit grandpa as much as possible, Dr's visits for Brody, scheduled tests for Brody, my Undercover Wear Parties, Working at the Peacock on Fridays, all the while trying to keep things running smoothly so I can make all my meetings in Peoria to change me and make me a better person.
Bill has a lot going on at the farm right now. There's been TONS of changes in the last month. It's exciting to make these changes, and see progression. It's so exciting to see him fulfill his hopes and dreams for the way he wants things to go for our future. He's also working on expanding his seed business with Kruger. I think the yields on this years crops really surprised everyone around here. Bill's super happy about that, and how Kruger compared to other companies. He's motivated to grow and expand his business, which makes me so happy to see him succeed.
Bill and I have been through so much in our 11 1/2 years of marriage. We've seen each other at our worst, and best. He truly supports me in all my life's decisions and does his best to support our family. I look up to him for taking such great care of us all. It's so great to know that I have him in my corner no matter what.
I want to figure out what's wrong with Brody. Today is our Dr's appointment to compare tests from a couple weeks ago. I am hoping that he's improved and that we can finally narrow this down and move on from here. I don't like my baby sick. It bothers me.
Tomorrow Bill, Mom and I are headed back to Peoria for an important meeting. We have to leave almost as soon as we put Cole on the bus. I hope that we can be back in time to get him off the bus, but if not, Lindsay is going to come out and get him off the bus. Thank goodness. Hopefully after tomorrow the future will be set in stone and I can finally let everyone know what is going on exactly. It's so hard keeping this from everyone, but I want to know FOR SURE what is going to happen before I let everyone know and something go wrong and not happen at all. I am praying for a good day tomorrow. I am so nervous and I don't know if I can sleep tonight!
We stoked up the wood stove last night. It's been so chilly here in the morning and night and we finally couldn't take it anymore. We got the fire going, took the cap off, and switched the furnace over from the air condition to the heat. Bill also turned off the water heater. Our electric Bill should take a dive down now, finally!
Well I gotta get Brody to the Dr. Then I have to run to Dollar General to get a few things,and come home to clean my house. I've been working on things a bit at a time the last few days, so today I am going to finish up the small stuff and whip this house into shape! It shouldn't take too long if I get into it and dig deep!!! Off I go for the day!!
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