Paulette Lucas the psychic was just amazing. She said some profound statements that made my heart skip a beat more than once. An hour... seems so long, yet went by so very quickly. In a blink of an eye it was all over with, but boy did we all walk away from it feeling like WOW! None of us could believe the things she knew.
She started off reading our Auras Mom had a lot of Blue around her. She stated mom was one to be strong, keep her thoughts to herself and once in awhile just finally let out her emotions and have a break down. This is mom to a T.
She went on to Shawn, he had a lot of green around him and some blue. She said he was a strong guy, who liked to put up walls and hide his emotions, but deep down he did feel things and lots of things bothered him a lot. (Again this is Shawn in a nut shell)
On to Me... she stated that I have LOTS of PINK around me. I am an old soul. She stated that I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, but most of all I tend to take on others burdens and see them as my own. (What creeps me out here is this is EXACTLY what I do and I don't know why, or how to stop it, but I tend to over feel things that other people are feeling and going through. I can even go as far as totally exhausting myself with others thoughts and feelings) she picked up on all this and stated that I have 2 spirits that are constantly with me. She said she didn't know if I knew they were there or not, but they've been with me since childhood, they are still here, but I might not feel them as strongly as I had in the past. My mom pipes up "she had two imaginary friends as a child, she would make me give them baths, set the table for them and give them things all the time, and Paulette says "those weren't imaginary friends Nancy, they were real spirits and they are both still with her" creepy! She picked up that I myself am a bit sensitive. I tend to think to myself a lot that I "see" spirits. I also feel presences a lot. She came right out and told me that I was capable of communicating with spirits, I just hadn't tapped into my "gift" yet. The reason I tend to take on others feelings and emotions is I am an empath (sp?) and I haven't figured out how to block others energies from entering into me. This kinda made me feel relieved, because for years I have felt things that others were feeling that I shouldn't be experiencing for myself. It's strange. I can remember one time I was in Burlington shopping with Grandma Jean and I was on my way home and my arm just hurt so badly. Just started KILLING me. When we got home there was a note on the table that they took Shawn to the er to call hospital. We did and he had fell off the roof and broke his arm. Anyways, she said I need to work on my "gift" to hone in on my empathicies. This scares me because I've never really talked to anyone before about any of this and here she picked up on all of it.
She came out and stated that there were two very pestering spirits in the room with us. Both men. One older one newer in spirit. She said she felt that the newer in spirit had just passed within the last year, if even that. (This was Grandpa Trone) and the older spirit was the youngest of the two, but was there to welcome in the newest spirit. (This would be my dad) They both had a lot to say and were coming at her from both sides. I guess Grandpa was standing behind me and by my mom, and Dad focused more over towards me and Shawn, but to have Dad and Grandpa both so close to me made it hard for her to tell who was speaking to her. At one point she stated that my Dad had died from something sudden in his chest. She said she had a heaviness in her chest like she couldn't breathe. She asked if it was a heart attack because that's what it felt like. We told her it was. She kept seeing an empty pill bottle and her mind when to "drugs" because of the pill bottle, she asked if dad did drugs because he felt guild associated to that pill bottle. Like he was guilty about it? I told her the story that he was on BP meds and I had asked him if he needed me to pick up his refill a month before he died and he told me no that Grandma Jean had given him money for it and so I went and got mine and never filled his and after he died I was cleaning out his house and found the empty pill bottle with no refills in sight and I was so upset thinking "if I had only gotten him those pills he'd be alive today" then she looked right at me and said "he wanted to die, he didn't want to leave you, but he was ready to die, he was miserable here" and she was right. A couple weeks before he did die he was out and He and I were watching Harry Potter. We went outside for a smoke break and when we came back in before we started the movie Dad said to me "Sissy, I miss my dad, I'm ready to go be with my dad" I started flipping out on him and told him that he shouldn't say that, if he died Shawn and I would be so sad, we would not be able to handle it and he said "yes you will, you are both awesome kids, you have Bill, Shawn might be a little shit now, but he will be alright I promise you, and I am just ready to see my dad, it's not fair that I have never gotten to get to know him and it's time for me to do that. I'm ready" I was so friggin mad at him that day for saying that and upsetting me, but after he died I was so comforted knowing that he was finally with his dad getting to know him. Paulette knew all this. It was creepy.
Then she looks at Shawn and says, so your dad had a bit of a drinking problem huh? and Shawn said "yeah the last few years," and she looks right at him and says "well so do you and your guardian angel's been working overtime trying to keep you out of trouble, your angel needs a break kid, you need to straighten up and give your angel a little break" Mom and I looked at each other and just smiled, and this was after Shawn looked like he wanted to DIE! Boy she hit the nail on the head with that statement. She did know a few other more personal things about each of us that nobody on earth should ever have known, it was weird that she knew this stuff.
She asked who had lost the babies because my dad was in heaven getting to be a grandfather to a boy and little girl. Well that was me. It's nice to know that my dad is a "grandpa" and that he's taking good care of my babies. I feel so good knowing that they are safe in his arms.
She said that my Grandpa apologized over and over for the way he was not quite a good enough father to his kids growing up. He's sorry he had such a drinking problem. He also regrets all that he missed out on because of it all.
She knew we had an older woman who was with her in spirit that had just passed and she was FULL of cancer, This would be my aunt Katie.
She knew that Dad's mom, Grandma Jean was still alive. She knew that she had been through a lot of death in her life and that there were 8 spirits making their presence known to her that they were there waiting on her to join them someday, they would all be there to welcome her. She pegged Grandma Jean too, she said she was the strongest woman. That is so much the truth. Grandma is amazing. She's lost all her children and she's such a strong person.
Paulette knew shawn had a "talent" related to his hands. She kept making guitar movements with her hands, but could NOT put her finger on what his talent was. She thought it had to do with his job, but was so confused with why his hands were so involved and why there was a bright star behind it. Turns out the talent was his guitar playing and the bright star represents that he has a bright future with his guitar playing and most of all writing music. She told him he needs to let his walls down and put the pen to the paper and get to writing music. She said that will be his claim to fame.
Overall it was such a powerful and peaceful thing. I am so happy that we went and we will more than likely be going back in the spring. I am so happy and more at peace knowing that Everyone is all together and happy on the other side. It really just validates that and puts my mind at ease.
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