I am just miserable. Been miserable since yesterday evening. I have the worst heartburn. It's awful with meds, awful without meds. I can't keep any food down. I keep puking all my food up. I called the Dr. finally this afternoon because I am worried about dehydration. I worry that I will get to the point they won't be able to get an IV in me. Dr. Marshall's office switched my heartburn meds, and told me to back my diet back down to full liquids again. NO SOLIDS. NO PUREED. Ugh. He thinks that my pouch is so swollen and tender and aggravated by this heartburn. He also thinks I need to switch to another heartburn pill for daily use. Ugh. I am sooooo sick of hurting all the time. I never had any heartburn before this surgery, but all these crushed meds are really screwing me up. I can't wait till end of March when I can actually start swallowing my whole pills again.
I hate to puke. It's so gross. I hope that this backing down the diet a few days helps.
It's so funny that my insides are still tore up. My outsides are healed up and look good. I wish I could see my insides and know what they look like. I know things in there are still sore. I feel it when I lift anything, I feel it when I bend over. I can feel this burning pain sometimes when I move wrong. It's a burning pulling pain. I can't wait till I am all healed up and can finally move on to normal. I just want to be able to see myself a year from now! I can't wait it's almost as bad as Christmas!!!
Yesterday was the Pinewood Derby for Cole's boy scout pack. His car did GREAT! He made it to the semi finals and placed 2nd in his heat. If he was in the other heat I am pretty sure he'd have made it to the finals. The car that beat him, won the entire derby! It was a fast little booger! Cole was so excited that his car did good. He was wanting to jump for joy a few times, but you could see he was holding it all in so much! All the other boys were pretty reserved and not too excited, so he tried not to get excited. We did enough for him! We were cheering and clapping for him!! He just stood there smiling a mile wide grin! I have pics I need to upload when I feel better.
Still totally exhausted. I wake up tired! I can't wait to get my perky old self back!
Okay enough of this Debbie Downer post. Sorry I feel so rotten today, I am just a Negative. Tomorrow is another day.
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